super duper superfly.

2006-06-01T10:09:00.000+08:00

New age so new blog.
Blogger annoys me(basically cause i have no idea how to fix my screwed up html) so relink me at http://superrfly.easyjournal.com

VOTE PAUL TWOHILL
CALL: 1900 112 1905
SMS:05 TO 43657

because "PAUL TWOHILL is freakishly CUTE", "Paul twohill is soooo cute","PAUL TWOHILL rocks mann" and to sum it up "PAUL TWOHILL IS HOT!wait. he's cute too and he has a FANTASTIC voice with those GORGEOUS hair"

(i got that off some girls blogs) hahaha

2006-05-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

Fulfilling weekend.

Friday was work followed up by tonnes of laughs,courtesy of Paul,plus juicy gossip over prata with my favourite people.(Congrats Sarah baby!)
Cc saved me from a scary drunkard ~~(no prizes if you guess his race)~~ heroic Cc.I'm sure Bird's very proud of you.

Last night we went to watch Mr Elias Soh's band play at Cafe Cosmo and then it was off to Arab St. with this whole big,noisy group.
Joanne(Miss ultimate bimbo) and i left,gushing inthe back seat of our cab ;)

where is the moment
we needed the most

2006-05-18T11:59:00.000+08:00

2006-05-16T21:28:00.000+08:00

these hearts

Eventful.Thats what last Friday at Ah Wee's house was.Scrumptious food,fab fab FAB company.A night to remember.
I'm sorry Lynette
Folks,our precious is growing up.

they race

I finished off Season 3 of One Tree Hill today and i must say that the OC sucks ass in comparison (sorry you Seth Cohen groupies)(Hello Amanda and Gillian) but i mean how could you possibly ask for more what with Chad Micheal Murray starring as one of the main characters.The storyline'll just totally blow you away.
Anyway,3 days until the weekend,until we get to see our darling Sarah perform.

from self-control

2006-05-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

Elections Schmelections
Please excuse my screwy template.I'll fix it soon.

up against the wall: me
letters to you: amanda

up against the wall says: hahah what're you doing?
letters to you says: haha
letters to you says: u dont wanna know
up against the wall says: oh lord
letters to you says: neopets

I need to see you soon,my dear ol' sweet hot legged amanda lim cui hui

2006-04-28T23:56:00.000+08:00

Quite contented now,sitting at my desk with my new found love(the can of sheltox) by my side.I'm spraying every flying,crawling insect in sight.Ok,so maybe i'm exaggerating a little but still,i swear,those wretched creatures are out to get me.

Paul performed on Wednesday night and he was,by far the best(well the last guy was really good too) but a little ~~favoustism~~(favourtism) shown for a friend wont hurt anyone,no?
Lynette kept cringing and hiding her face everytime we told someone that she was Paul's girlfriend "It's not funny ok Majella" "I'm going to ~~ring~~(wring) your neck the next time you say that again".Cristian was nodding away with his parental like approval going "Wah i'm so proud of him know" .I hadn't laughed so much since recess in IJ.It was anything but boring what with the balding middle-aged man who was swiveling his hips and the guy who's crotch was in the spotlight not to mention the yummy eye candy and as if all that wasnt enough to make my night,we saw Shan Wee :) we ended it with prata and the usual walk back home with everyone.
Work today was the best ever.Practically got paid to do nothing and was standing behind the counter making myself glass after glass of warm milk from the machine.mmm
Well,i hope i find something exciting to do tomorrow seeing that we're not flea marketing or movie-ing or wodka-ing.

So until the next update,remember to
VOTE: PAUL TWOHILL

2006-04-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

2006-04-18T21:22:00.000+08:00

and i'll have to start all over.
Alone.

2006-04-15T00:29:00.000+08:00

Oh its going to be a Happy Easter indeed...

Aunty Lil sent down one of each for Justin and i :)
I'll savour every bite
ok but actually mines like already half gone :(

So i gave into temptation and ate a char siew pau on good Friday,i'm going to hell but nevermind Cc'll be there to greet me when i arrive.
Pre Easter dinner at Amanda's or major catching up session with churchies.All these decisions'll be the death of me.

-_-

2006-04-12T19:30:00.000+08:00

Lynette throughout the ages...

...you have no idea how much i miss you Lynette Zheng !!!

Courtesy of the One Tree Hill quotable quotes ...

Brooke: Here's my philosophy on dating. It's important to have somebody that can make you laugh, somebody you can trust, somebody that, y'know, turns you on............
and it's really,really important that these three people don't know each other.

2006-04-10T23:06:00.000+08:00

so
where do we go from here?

2006-04-09T12:34:00.000+08:00

One clue as to why we watched Tristan & Isolde...

Yesterday was good.
Flea market,movie,the many laughs,Amanda repeatedly embarassing herself,Sarah and her sailors,dinner.
Until we meet again.
Oh and you see,i told you the Melot fella was a better looker than Tristan...

In the Newpaper today...

Graduates at Miss Singapore Contest
"Who says we're bimbo's?"

...no one said you were bimbo's sweetie,no bimbo looks that bad.

so this is what it feels like

2006-04-07T21:32:00.000+08:00

I live for the weekend's

2006-04-05T20:03:00.000+08:00

Last weekend was ace.

Elias's party was...well his party left me with a very bad headache the next day,thats what it did.Though i got home safely thanks to Ceece and John but no thanks to Mr-Elias-just-drink-it-for-3-seconds-thats-all-Soh !!! ha ha

Saturday afternoon we (Gillian,Sarah,Manda,Char) met up to get Ele's present and i swear,going out with Sarah is like going out with a blooming 4 year old kid.Most embarassing moment of the day: Gillian and Sarah singing along to O-town's Liquid Dreams whilst lining up.
Spent ages in Zara then walked down to Paragon and met everyone for dinner at Spageddies.
Cc booked us a room at the Hyatt and after settling in we(armed with the hotel's bath-robes stuffed in Andrea's bag) went to watch Fragile.Boy was it a scream fest in the front row with Amanda and Andrea on either sides.
Pit stopped at 7-11 and stocked up on junk food on the way back.Soaked in the tub with Birdie.Settled all snug and comfy on the bed,played truth or truth until 5.30 before breaking out in uncontrollable fits of laughter.Wasn't until past 6 when we finally got some sleep.
Woke up at 11,watched Shutter(another scream fest),checked out,met the church people at Subway,cabbed back with Bren and Stelli and slept until it was time to go for mass.
So,that pretty much sums up the brilliant weekend that i had,it may not sound as great but spending time with the girls,poking fun at Lynette,laughing at Sarah's extreme horny ness and yes,looking at hot guys always makes me happy so thanks!
and i hope you had an extremely lovely time Miss Elenor Goh Keng Swee ;)

Its back to harsh reality now

when everything is wrong
we move along

2006-03-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

Work sucks monkey ass
i have no more feeling left in my legs
plus,i doubt i'll be able to make it for Elias's party tomorrow :(

i miss the eleven.
nothings making this any better except the fact that its
2 days until our reunion
i c a n n o t w a i t

2006-03-29T20:27:00.000+08:00

This was an old entry
dated the 6th of september last year...

Another memorable night spent with aileenashleybrenccjohnnatneek.They are absolutely Godsent,i swear(and so was the hot altar boy).Three cheers for sweet sweet friendship!

To Ashley and Nic--the gayest couple in the world

can you see them?they talk about us.telling lies,well thats no surprise.can you see them?see right through them.they have no shield,no secrets to reveal.it doesn't matter what they sayin the jealous games people play.hey,hey,hey.Our Lips Are Sealed.
hahahahahahahahahaha!

boy do i miss those times

2006-03-27T23:27:00.000+08:00

Oh my god,Gillian and her Shan ;)
I sure wished i followed you guys!!!

i cant wait for the weekend

Strung-out says:
you guys are infectious

2006-03-25T01:03:00.000+08:00

great movie,great day spent with the greatest company ever.

maybe we're bent and broken

2006-03-20T23:36:00.000+08:00

1 great reason to stay up past eleven:
Sexy Shan on radio.

Pearl Tan you lucky schmuck!

2006-03-19T00:36:00.000+08:00

Too many things have happened since the last update
oh but last Saturday will be hard to forget.Sign me up for a job at Cleo.

Pictures from Bird's successful surpirse party...

2006-03-05T18:02:00.000+08:00

No Shan Wee at Spinelli's.
Gillian,Manda,Sarah and i were sorely dissapointed.
Ahhh but Howard was quite the sweetheart.

HOI!I want pictures from Bird's birthday please!

Our only consolation yesterday..........

2006-03-01T00:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, BIDINA CHOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU.

Full updates of her surprise party after i get the photos from Ele.
Thanks for Today Sarah and Gillian :)
it was FANTASTIC having everyone present tonight
and to those who missed out on the cake fight,you have no idea how extremely lucky you are.

2006-02-20T23:55:00.000+08:00

Saturday night was crazy ass fun.From Ashley going around kissing all the guys(brookeback mountain style) to Cristian being the butt of all jokes and Elias licking chocolate cake off John--at least the majority of us managed to stay clean.However,thanks to Nic,that majority excluded me.

ENJOY...

ALL HAIL MY NEW PHONE

2006-02-03T00:11:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was quite a bad day for the EPL teams but at least that fool,Ferdinand got sent off,it made everything somewhat near right again.
Our days,or at least my days are numbered now that the results are due to be released any day soon.Thinking about it is such a total killjoy,i swear.
Watched 'I not Stupid Too' with Lynn,Manda,Ele,Drea and two of their wickedly queer friends yesterday.Was much better then i expected and whats a movie without a good looking(in this case semi good looking) guy hey?ha ha Jason Ang provided most of the eye candy and the show left my darling Amanda all head achy and teary eyed.aw
Chinese New Year's been really ho hum this time round.Not that the past years have been
super fantastic or anything but this one just seemed more low keyed.Plus amidst all the visiting and "oh my,you finished your o levels already,wahhh so fast,how time flies,blah blah !" 's and bullshit,we still found time to meet up for prata at night on the first day.Ah,gambling's been a total bitch but then again,thank god for them ang pao's.
Tomorrow's Ngee Ann Poly's open house,hope i get to see Tat,its been ages and forever since i've last seen/poked her belly and i heard its gotten bigger.ha ha another day out with Paul and co. i enticipate heaps of laughter and random singing.

There you go,a fairly decent and proper post.Dont expect more of these,pictures are a hell lot easier.

and if you read this Michelle,i'm so sorry i missed your birthday!

It sucks not having you here Cohen!
at the airport...

at Ashley's place the day before he left...

go buy all the backstreet boy's album's

2006-01-31T01:38:00.000+08:00

If your reading this,and you went through primary school with me,you'd get what these pictures mean.

From this...

To this...

You see guys,i always knew he'd be hot.

2006-01-24T01:08:00.000+08:00

Singing Backstreet Boys/N'sync songs with Paul and Ashley(and not to mention Ceece in the background shouting " kill me nowww ") at 1am is kickass fun !!!

2006-01-10T17:53:00.000+08:00

All the times that we say we're going to look for a job we usually just end up having lunch,walking around,watching movies,stopping to laugh at Paul,dinner,seeing Denise Keller,Shan wee or May and Choy.Now dont you want to come job hunting with us?

Yesterday's weather was a gloomy as ever but we still managed a bit of fun...i think.Besides Ashley pouting cause he didnt get to watch King Kong,everything was dandy fine.Saw Val after what seemed like forever.Dinner at Barry's,movie marathoned until 2.bacon n eggs(doused in tobasco),waffles and leftover trifle for breakfast today.Beach Soccer is the ultimate sport--Brazil vs Portugal--Belchoir and Bruno were more than eye candy oh yes and they played really well.

Aunt Moreen's down from the states today,hello american club,hello bazooka gum and most importantly,hello money.

and now i'll leave you with 6 reasons to kill yourself and to regret not watching beach soccer...

(here's a knife Ashley,do something with it)

2006-01-08T09:35:00.000+08:00

To all those that made 2005 worthwhile... ...

...CHEERS !!!

2006-01-05T21:35:00.000+08:00

I promise a good,lenghty post tomorrow.After i upload all the pictures from New Years Eve and more.

Today was wicked fun.
Paul has got to be like,the best entertainer in the whole damn world.
Cheers for the many many many laughs !!!

2005-12-27T11:23:00.000+08:00

See Aileen,i'm blogging !!!

Go watch Narnia everyone! King Peter is well good eye candy.

Christmas was lovely jubley.
I'm too damn lazy to blog about it so here are some pictures...

This is,our beautiful tree.Go on,check out the presents and be sad you dont have a big family.

We gave Chloe some Bailey's...

...and this is what happened

They gave me too much wine

Nat spent eternity putting on her eye liner so you had better think its nice!

At risen christ(or christ the king)

Thats actually Chloe's present but my dad was so addicted to it

The bodyguards.

The two nephews,one loud,talkative,barney addicted niece and a short aunty.

Happy Christmas indeed !

and if your reading this,
I MISS YOU,BIDINA CHOO

2005-12-18T20:26:00.000+08:00

It was good catching up on Thursday,cant wait for our Hip Hop lessons!

Ying Yang Twins-shake

Yesterday was well spent
Met nic,his future dilf friend julius and miguel at the prata shop then Vk came along before we made our way down to Substation.The journey there was disastrous.From walking around aimlessly to our cabbie threatening to call the police but least we made it there in one piece.There was far too much eye candy and far too little time.Poor aileen had a really bad headache but i suppose watching Logan on Gilmore girls today cheered her up a whole lot.

7am this morning-dreary.Thomas made us all wait ages and Julius made random conversation with this old man at the coffeeshop before we cabbed,yes,cabbed home from church.WTF.

Woke up at 4 this afternoon to Chloe singing jingle bells in a really odd tune and Shane sitting on the reindeer thingy outside.Mommy's hit her christmassy mood.Hello yummy trifle,pudding,sheperds pie,roastbeef,currydevil,log cake,egg nog.Hello food!

Oh,and my brother finally got the season 2 of Will and Grace.You poor people are so deprived of this wonderfully gay show!

7 more days until christmas

This is specially dedicated to my ~~lovely~~,good,wise,~~hot~~ friend--Lynette.I promised her i'd put pictures up of her in a skirt so here you are...ENJOY !

this is her trying to ooze sex appeal

her being camera shy

her looking like she wants to be swallowed up by the ground

I bet she's like swearing under her breath

and finally,we have Lynette pretending to Pray

2005-12-13T11:11:00.000+08:00

So standby and watch

On Sunday,Lynette looked (miraculously) good.See,there is such thing as divine intervention.
Her confirmation was much more bearable than Saturday's.Both choirs were of similar standard though,similar pain causing standard,that is.

this fall away

Catch good eye candy tonight ,8.30pm
Alex Polstra on channel 5

and fall apart

2005-12-02T22:32:00.000+08:00

begging for a way
to gracefully bow out
and say goodnight

2005-11-28T22:00:00.000+08:00

Movie marathon-ed at Vk's place today.
This conversation went on whilst watching Drumline with Charlene salivating over Nick Cannon:

me:i'm sure you wanna be his drum right?
charlene:--grins- so he can hit me with his stick all day?

charlene charlene charlene,what will i do with you?

Yesterday we took part in some car squeezing competition.Oh god was it uncomfortable.We managed a total of 49 people on our second try but the record was 50--what a total bummer.Thank god for sweet sweet eye candy.

Saturday afternoon was lunch at Garry's for Shane's 1st birthday.Stayed till 8.Then watched Mr Diggory in action with the churchies and birdie stayed over after.

Spot the candle

Talk about being grumpy

Dinner on grad night wasnt all that is was hyped up to be
but making fun of people with birdchardreaelegillianlynnmandapearlsarahsherylvk was hella good.
Best part of dinner: sucking helium

Walked down to The Coffee Club in our killer heels,went to cine to check the movie timings but they didnt have much of a selection so we went back to get a drink before heading to the hotel.
2am: 7 eleven with pearl,char & sheryl
2.15am: 7 eleven with Drea ;)
2.30 to 7.15am: ate,watched them play pictionary,Troy on HBO,Simpsons on Star,MTV,played extremely vulgar speed with charlene before everyone started to fall asleep.

Both of us went exploring round the Hyatt cause everyone kept hushing us up,poolside was freezing,went back up and slept till 9.30.The beds there are absolutely divine.Miraculously,everyone was up and about by 10 but we only left for lunch at 2.Came back and soaked in the hot tub until 4 ish with bird and charlene then checked out at 5.Went to fareast to get stuff before heading Home Sweet Home.

Pre grad night

Grad Night

Post Grad Night

The Next Day

2005-11-14T08:18:00.000+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday Nat!

Chinese B today,ha what a total joke of a subject.
Art tomorrow,how screwed am i?Tracing paper is a god.

The O's suck
Freedom is merely 8 days and 7 nights away.

joseph arthur-honey and the moon

the way we get by-spoon

and right now

everything you want is wrong

2005-11-06T19:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SUPER SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY LYNETTE ZHENG HUI RONG !!!
~~you know i love you~~ ;) hell no.

I heard Issey-im-so-damn-goodlooking-Nakajima left today.The hotguy count in singapore has dropped to an all time low.

...and so all hell will break loose tomorrow (and no ceece,i'm not talking about you coming back from hell with nic and cohen) cause the o's are here! happy stressing.

49 more days till christmas babyyy.

2005-11-04T09:09:00.000+08:00

1 thing that you dont do 4 days before your o's :
Go to faber to 'study' cause then you'll just end up swimming in the bloody cold pool until 9.15 with bird,cc,bren and john.

poor smith,give him a break man.

2005-11-02T19:40:00.000+08:00

I hope you're as happy
as you 're pretending to be

tokyo rose-take the wheel

2005-11-01T21:31:00.000+08:00

10 Issey's= 1 Fabregas

2005-10-29T09:49:00.000+08:00

So,Nic and i were supposed to meet at 5.15 but it was like what?almost 6.15 when Mr-i-was-staring-at-hot-girls-playing-football came.The train got terminated at Yishun,we went hunting for an ATM machine,cabbed to Jurong East and got cheated out of $6 for a ticket; bloody hell.
The match was bad,they should refund us,i swear.Balestier players kept dropping like every 5 minutes,wasting time and Albirex missed so many chances,it was so frustrating.Nic kept telling me that there'd be a goal after 80 minutes but no such luck.5 minutes of added injury time--Albirex nearly scored again.Balestier's keeper refused to stand up,started complaining until someone went to stretch him and then he got bloody voted man of the match.ohh myy godd.Match ended,they made some uncomprehendable speech and we left to go catch 52 from the interchange.
Bye Bye Albirex Niigata,thanks for bringing well good eye candy to the sleague.

Nic and i look super cool in posteralization?or however you spell it.
Oh,and cohen,if your reading this,i saw like 3 DILFS :)

from season three of One Tree Hill
Henry Wasworth Londfellow once wrote "All are architects of fate...so look not mournfully into the past.It comes not back again."

2005-10-18T23:04:00.000+08:00

oh happy night :)

2005-10-15T20:49:00.000+08:00

71 days until christmas.
Too little days until the o's.

I think i'm down with the flu or something.No thanks to the late nights.I see i'm not the only one thats not very happy today.

Cheer up Aileen!

2005-10-11T14:16:00.000+08:00

but i love the way you roll
excuses off the tip of your tongue.

I'm only online cause i'm finding lit notes----nahh i'm just saying that cause its a good excuse to be online.

Far too many things have happened for me to remember and note down here so....tough.We watched GOAL!(santiago munez gets two tumbs up!).

Oh yes but before i forget,it's time to publicly humilate lynette once again.That stupid crackpot was taking a good crap while on the phone with me yesterday.You disgusting piecea shit you!

me: shaggy,where are you now,why is it so echo-ey?
lynn: -high pitch voice- i'm in the toilet laa you retard
me: OMG,are you shitting and talking to me at the same time?
lynn: ya-ahhh!
me: ARGH!your sick.
lynn: aiya i think i need to go bathe now so i cant talk anymore.
majj: ugh,ok bye!
lynn:bye.

hahahahahhaha!

Saturday
Went for 9 novena,met AVRIL HONG(!!!),went to orchard,saw vk in her tight tights--HA--and then we tried to find simone's present but no luck whatsoever.
CJC open house,dance there is quite the very bad.Bev,Keish,Vk and i were like @!#$%#$!$
Saw a tonna people and one hot guy who is very tall,has a hot twin brother,looks a little like issey and knows my beloved miss choo....anyone care to make a guess?hahaha okok for the record he's not thattt hot but thats what i had to make do with on saturday.Went to Bishan to get more stuff,cabbed home,studied a bit,got ready for simone's party,went to thomson plaza to get art supplies,walked to simone's,watched a true blue disney movie--the ice princess.Aileen/Jo were gushing like mad.Goodfoodgoodfoodgoodfoodgoodfoodgoodfood.Pork ribs,satay,chickenwings,salad,fondue,ben&jerry's.Heaven.Watched a bit of the england-austria match,it was crap.Slept.

Morning mass,breakfast with vk&john.More sleep.Did my art,some bio.Went to get scones and starbucks on the way to barry's house,the ultimate tea-time!Went to changi village then to the beach cause miss chloe wanted to see the waves and planes.Dinner with the family after.Very relaxing Sunday.Gold 90 fm is officially my favourite station on sunday's.

Cut school yesterday and today.Woke up at 8,studied quite a bit.Watched wonderfalls and the end of jaws 2!
Tomorrow's the last day in IJ.I dont know whether to be happy or sad.I guess for now it's a mixture of both.

Not gonna come on for quite some time so happy mugging.
See john,i blogged!

i guess,i remember every glance you shot me.

2005-09-25T19:14:00.000+08:00

Amazing--a fun weekend that was spent without aileenccnicbrencohenjohnnat.

Friday
Gave school a miss,mrs how talked to my mom,HA; my mom's the bomb.attended the wake,Helluva lotta people.

Dance farewell in the studio.Bye bye pretty mirrors,coolshit songs/poses.BYE BYE BIMBO'S!ha ha.It was fun.Congrats mabel lee mei li!Finally someone worth it.I'll miss the smallies,andrea,the rest of poison(i think thats what our danceworks team was called).Thanks for the bittersweet memories.

Yesterday was hella good.
Met up with mich and jeannine to get manda's present.We ended up shopping for ourselves.Spent tonnes of money.Along came drea,snacked at sakae,saw a woman with fake boobs(whore!).Choked on tako pachi.Watched the red shoes and we were swearing half the damn time,mich and i hardly watched anything.I was relying on jeannine to tell me what was going on.The guy was quite hot; ha ha.A lot of catching up.Ok, so jeannine and i were holding hands whilst walking down orchard road,cheacking out guys; mich and manda had some big problem with that.Not to mention they were acting like long lost lovers.Long lost boy lovers that is(i'm kidding OK----not).Laughed too much for our own good.The whole of gangster/matt land decided to invade orchard last night.Whatever happened to all the hot guys you say?Well they were walking around with their not so hot girlfriends.ha ha.Walked all the bloody way to Hard Rock to get princess drea.Waited ages for the bus to come.Home Sweet Home.Ate,gossiped,photowhored,gossiped,SLEPT.

Woke up,had breakfast,went for mass.Talked to ceece for practically the whole of mass,thats what the devil does you see,he distracts you.Saw the rest.My weekends are just not complete without them.AW,now aren't i sweet--and you say i'm mean.Such utter nonsense.

I guess i'll ony blog on weekends for now.I'm returning to my no computer on weekday's plan.We'll see how long this lasts.I hope albirex win tonight.I hope i see Issey,i hope he stays in singapore so the soccer scene here wont be so sad and there'll be good eye candy.i hope i hope i hope.I I I I I

oh,united lost--HA HA YOU JACKASSES.tell me whose at the top of the table now huh!

ok,i'm exhausted now.Cheers for the flu aileen :)
Have a good week ahead!
Watch this space for photos!

O Captain! my Captain!
hahahahahaha

your built from distractions
so brilliantly dull.

2005-09-22T21:41:00.000+08:00

and so,the best ~~looking~~ man won

I regret not going to Jurong East today.We should have gone,we would have seen Issey.Now i cant find spare time to go watch them play.Shoot me.

Watched Red Eye yesterday with bird,lynn,vk,drea,sarah,snoops,gillian,manda&pamela.Sitting next to Lynn was not a good idea but then again,i was screaming helluva lot too.Ha Ha.

This is so random.

Anyway there is an issue that needs clearing up right now.I'll just have you know that no matter what,i'm stading by what i've said.Dont come to me for sympathy because it's far from what you'll get.I honestly dont care what you,or your alleged friends think and say because the bottom line is they dont know me and neither do you for that matter.

2 more months and i'll be out of this hell hole.

and i'll smile
and you'll wave.
we'll pretend it's okay.
the charade,
it won't last.

Thank god for Saturday's.
Thank god for Cohen--A great friend to have.

2005-09-18T22:34:00.000+08:00

Go on just say it,you need me like a bad habit.
One that leaves you defenseless,dependent,and alone.

Ashley's Party proved to be the messiest of the year,beating Aileen's cake wasting one hands down.
It started off with us clean,nice-smelling and clean.Dinner went fine--corny jokes,sick humour coupled with yummy food.Seemed normal enough for me but AH HA,i was fooled.
Played a totally gross out game after but that was only the beginning.We decided to throw Cohen into the pool but he and Adrian disappeared and so,armed with extremely well shaken cans of coke,we set out for half an hour or so of block catching/hide&seek.
Then things got messy--
After close to an hour of our salsa-hazelnut-ice-cream-mini cornettos-coke-bacon bits-hershey's chocolate sauce-food fight,we washed up(or rather brendan washed up)and settled by the pool,cut the cake and went home reeking.
It was most definitely an enjoyable,memorable night.I hope you had a lovely time and Birthday,Cohen.Treat your pro-keds with love.

Our clean beginnings

Attended mass in the morning followed by prata with Vk.Came back and slept till half one cause my brothers woke me up.Seriously,they have so have to grow up!Went for Uncle Edwin's funeral.They're holding the wake for one whole week man cause they have to wait for everyone to arrive.Anyway i thought it was quite sad cause his son was just about to come down from Finland to see him next week but he died.Can you imagine,never saying a proper goobye?I'd be gutted.Well,i foresee the week ahead to be fun-filled,with everyone coming down.My kid cousins are so effing cute though not half as cute as Chloe(whom i
have taught to call me 'your highness') HA!

Best of Luck for your upcoming papers this week.

Just ask the question come untie the knot
say you won't care,say you won't care.
Retrace the steps as if we forgot,
say you won't care,say you won't care.
Try to avoid it but there's not a doubt
And there's one thing
I can do nothing about.

Silhouette Serenade-Vendetta Red

we used to care so much more.

2005-09-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY COHEN!!!

Firstly i just wanted to say that Rooney is,undoubtedly,a major jackass.Well done airhead,i applaud you.

SO...
A lot happened yesterday.
We'll start from meeting Ceece (aka hell boy) at the bus stop.Mr smart ass forgot to bring the tickets so i had to wait for ages before he came back.Went to Orchard,made fun of a lot of people,stared at guys chest's(it wasnt me though!),met up with Nic,went for coffee,along came Aileen followed by Brendan.Walked all the fucking way--in heels mind you,to the Four Seasons where Bren knocked on the wrong door.Then we met Cohen and went all the bloody way back to the Overseas Family School and waited for the concert to begin.

Ohhh the guys there are a dream.Well a handful are.The performances left Cohen drooling for more and me?I was cool,specially with the thousand photos that i have now of the Greek guy(who looked much like jesse macartney),student body president(who only looked good from far), Isreali guy,Australian guy,Californian guy,Italian guy,Brazilian guy..hahahahaha wayyy too many guys!!!Oh and of course,who could forget Mr Nicholas-peace-not-war-Liong's performance.Hilarious,I'll put a picture up of you soon Nic!
THANKS FOR THE FUNFUNFUNFUNFUN,those blisters were hella worth it!

See Ya'll tonight.

Go Greece

2005-09-06T22:23:00.000+08:00

AH AH AH AH AH !
click to count with the count himself.

Thats for you,Aileen and Nat.

Another memorable night spent with aileenashleybrenccjohnnatneek.They are absolutely Godsent,i swear(and so was the hot altar boy).
Three cheers for sweet sweet friendship!

To Ashley and Nic--the gayest couple in the world
can you see them?they talk about us.
telling lies,well thats no surprise.
can you see them?see right through them.
they have no shield,no secrets to reveal.
it doesn't matter what they say
in the jealous games people play.
hey,hey,hey.
Our Lips Are Sealed.

hahahahahahahahahaha!

Make Love Not War!

2005-09-05T14:53:00.000+08:00

When you try your best, but you don't succeed.
When you get what you want, but not what you need.
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep.
Stuck in reverse.
When the tears come streaming down your face.
When you lose something you can't replace.
When you love someone, but it goes to waste.
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
and I will try to fix you.
-coldplay

Sundays---Sweet Sweet Sunday's.

Attended mass with the ever so fiesty Aileen & co.
It was pouring so the bravehearts Nic,Adrian,Ceece,Ashley ran ahead but unfortunately Mr-i-am-so-clumsy-Adrian Chai slipped and landed right flat on his ass in front of a very amused crowd.
Using the umbrella was totally redundant cause we were semi-soaked by the time we got to Meng's.
Anyway,i was rather distracted at lunch
but honestly,yesterday was really really really good and we should definitely do that more often.

One Tree Hill
You know,
sometimes we hold back to spare each other's feelings,
and our own.

2005-09-02T23:48:00.000+08:00

why brittany should have won

2005-09-02T22:40:00.000+08:00

smith should quit united!

HIP HOP
sean paul-we be burnin'
50 cent-outta control
missy elliot-for my people
pussycatdolls feat busta rhymes-dont cha

2005-09-01T17:26:00.000+08:00

so you think you an stone me and spit in my eye

so you think you can love me and leave me to die

Rockstar INXS was ssuuppeerrbb!
Now i know why you watch it Cohen; Brooke Burke.
I reckon you have a thing for Brooke's,what say you?

Went to Vk's with Birdie and Shaggy yesterday after dropping my art off in school.
Learnt trigo in the pool.
Birdie in all her queerness used lynns legs to form triangles.It was hilarious.
Watched Tru Calling,House and Whose Line.
Took like 10834650946598756 photos.Sheer madness.It was fun anyway so cheers ya'll.

Slept over at my brother's place.Bad Idea.Chloe is such a total monster.Cute but still a monster.
Watched 3 movies.
The Wedding Date is sucha warm fuzzy show but oh so very predictable; she slept with her best friend's husband who turned out to be her father ish kinda show.

Math paper 1 tomorrow.
ooo The horror.

Being the deprived child that i am,i still havent seen Charlie and the chocolate factory yet so might go catch it with Drea after math.Asking Mich along would be a disaster waiting to happen,Bird's seen it plus Manda and Jeannine probably would've too sooo yea the both of us are on for tomorrow!

The gates of hell'll be closing soon as the seventh months draws to an end.Thank god.
Anyway,its tuition time with Nic and poiful!
Chao.

Elvis-suspicious minds
John Lennon-imagine
Pink Floyd-wish you were here
Queen-Bohemian Rhapsody

2005-08-27T23:30:00.000+08:00

Well it's a few minutes past midnight so...

happy sweet 16 aileen !

Really,it's been ages and forever since i've had such childish fun.Running around Faber Gardens trying to find Ashley/John/Bren so that we could smash cake in their faces.It was like playing hide and seek all over again.
The cheap thrill of seeing your friends smeared with cake(somehow those friends ended up to be aileen and i),not the mention the sneaky betrayal!What was actually a waste of yummy cake provided us all with a good laugh,YES ASHLEY?...you coward!Imagine going home in the midst of all that fun just to escape being caked! Some spawn of the devil you are,idoit child.

By the end of the night,
John/Nic were drenced in coke,Ceece/Vk and Nat amazingly escaped getting dirty,Adrian/Aileen and i smelt totally gross in a creamy mango-ey way.

Your lucky we forgot about throwing you into the pool aileen.
Thanks for the whole lotta laughs everyone and happy birthday once again Miss Seah!

Retrace the steps
as if we forgot

2005-08-23T20:49:00.000+08:00

Brendan Lim,you are some serious HOTSTUFF.
add 9603487812634 points for that dimple
and an additional 469812659065 for that smile.

I've decided against cutting school tomorrow because we're having double lit and i've got my oral to do for CL B(which is an insult of a syllabus but i mean,whose complaining hey?).

Today
-Lynn wore red undies again.
-We thought of Lynn becoming the hottest girl in her future JC.that is so not funny
-Social Studies was a pointless waste of precious time
-Found Brendan Lim to be totally drool worthy
-and to end things off,i made a majorly disgusting and revolting discovery that Tat has a secret fetish for the P.M. gross out!

if i could get to sleep then,
i guess you could stop pretendin'.
cause if I didn't think you loved it,
well then I wouldn't play along
-takingbacksunday-The Ballad Of Sal Villanueva

2005-08-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

you're down for sellin' me out
while i play dumb
it's cool cause i let you,
thought i'd never catch you,
you'd say "we're only friends."
yeah,
real good friends, i bet;
i bet.

2005-08-21T22:40:00.000+08:00

To access Ashley's after school special,click Ashley.

Today was ace.

2005-08-20T12:26:00.000+08:00

photos from john's birthday
at www.photobucket.com
username: superrfly
password: superrfly

enjoy!

2005-08-19T21:16:00.000+08:00

So,this must what hell must smell like.
Plausible reason as to why all these people are trying to make earth reek in the same way,no?As Ceece would say "you fucking wankers!"

Gave school a miss today to finish up studying SS.Having some reunion with my dad's side over the weekend; spare me dear god.I'll be in desperate need of a translator.
Anyway,freeloaded off john for lunch today at his place with lauw before heading off to tuition
Ooo,what good eye candy.And yes john,you really do need to see a shrink.

All this hip-hop is making me MISS DANCE LIKE - - - - !
Honestly,
i miss mucking around in front of the nice big full-length mirrors,going nuts over some meaningless hiphop song,making up ultra lame steps coupled with our we-are-oh-so cool poses-HA! and basically doing all the dumbass things that we used to do.
I await our dance classes with that hotstuff choreographer after the o's jammers!

new american classic-taking back sunday

2005-08-13T01:31:00.000+08:00

It's past one
Congrats Shan Wee,your officially the most boring DJ.
What do you expect? He's half Irish.
His accent's quite sexy though.
HA HA i hope you read this Bidina Choo.

dont walk; dance

2005-08-11T22:16:00.000+08:00

jimmy eat world-hear you me
jimmy eat world-work
jimmy eat world-polaris

and so the much dreaded mother tongue results'll be out tomorrow morning.
Bad news is i'm probably going to fail(although tat and john attempted to give me hope that i'll pass)...
good news is we might miss accounts with mrs ~~i'm-always-in-a-bad-mood~~ siau while collecting it.

Contemplated staying up to watch season two of One Tree Hill on channel 5 later on but Jake Jagielski's not scheduled for an appearance tonight so i shall give it a miss and go to bed early.It's at bloody midnight anyway.
So happy crying Aileen!

Feeling quite damn quilty,i'm not even supposed to be using the computer so i'm off now.Physics needs to be completed.

chao

During chinese...
Me: Tng,i bet you dont know what/who the dalai lama is right?

Tng: -screws up her face- It's that animal right?!?!

help me to help you!

2005-08-06T11:34:00.000+08:00

T.H. White said;

perhaps we all give the best of our hearts uncritically...
to those who hardly think about us in return.

-courtesy of the one tree hill episode guide :)

we're going down,down in an earlier round and sugar; we're going down swinging.

2005-07-28T21:32:00.000+08:00

We have to do the damn grossout national day theme song and dance for our mass--how utterly humiliating but today's practice session was well good; i spent the whole hour sleeping on the ever so comfy gym mat anyway.

Do you happen to know someone who cries for the slightest reason?Well i do and i have to be so careful with my words otherwise it starts flooding.Insulting my friends and all,just exactly who the bloody hell do you think you are?Shove off and for goodness sake's get a life.

It's like a bloody regular freak show when i'm around you guys.

So much for our we're-not-going-to-come-online-till-friday pact uh cohen and aileen?!you cheats!
Just got home from math tuition with nic and i must say he's grown!Either that or i'm shrinking but i choose to believe the former.

Note:exactly four more weeks until the Prelims.

so while i'm taking you for granted
we'll be humming along
well cross my heart and hope to;
i'm lying just to keep you here.
So reckless,
so,so thoughtless
so careless,
i could care less.

2005-07-24T21:59:00.000+08:00

can you grant me one last wish;
play russain roulette
as we kiss.

I realised that i'm always talking about my friends and thanking them for all the fun and memories but i've never said anything about my brothers who are no doubt the most annoying,overprotective,naggy older brothers that anyone could possibly ask for--and yet i love them so much and know that they'll always be there for me.I'm pretty much stuck with them for the rest of my life anyway but thats a good thing.Who ever said being the youngest was a bad thing?

I'll probably regret this semi-emo entry tomorrow but for now i dont care!

Have a good week ahead and remember to make the more loving decison no matter what the circumstances are.You see,i really do listen in mass!

2005-07-16T22:39:00.000+08:00

This night was absolutely gratifying.
What more could i have possibly asked for; an unplanned evening out with aileenashleybrennyccnicnatsimonejohn at the esplanade chilling out,the coolshit heart-thumping,head-bobbing music,the lovely backdrop,the general atmosphere(even if it was a tad bit too smoky) and the ultimate moment--watching the fireworks.It was incredible,breathtaking,somewhat romantic?and very very extremely WARM FUZZY!
I have absolutely no regrets going so thanks Cohen for pestering me to go.Once again,your the man.
I dont wanna sound all mushy and shit but damn,it felt really nice watching the fireworks with you guys; really it was perfect.
Cheers for the fab company!!!

Aileen--you really are something..something spastic and full of crack pot comments that is.Who says that whatever i say is either psychotic,erotic,neurotic or bimbotic?!?!

I'm about to collapse now from all the walking and "hi,would you like to donate?" so i hope you had a great saturday,goodnight.

and id give up forever to touch you
cause i know that you feel me somehow
you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be
and i don't want to go home right now
and all i can taste is this moment
and all i can breathe is your life
and sooner or later it's over
i just don't want to miss you tonight.

2005-07-04T21:25:00.000+08:00

Enjoy the week ahead.

Note:5 months and 21 days until Christmas.I'm stoked.

and Cohen...
...im eagerly awaiting the day you get your sailor uniform.

2005-07-03T23:51:00.001+08:00

Im just far too lazy to blog and i really bloody miss dance now so that explains why i've put up all these photos for your viewing pleasure; hoho.
BevAndreaMabelKeishaVkJaimeKhymNat thanks for all the fun and laughs.

honestly; the wonders of make up!

2005-07-03T23:51:00.000+08:00

yea,we thought we were ultra cool.

2005-07-03T23:49:00.001+08:00

hahaha

2005-07-03T23:49:00.000+08:00

don,you look better like this :)

2005-07-03T23:47:00.000+08:00

yea farrah your the bomb.

2005-07-03T23:46:00.000+08:00

gimli!

2005-07-03T23:45:00.001+08:00

jammers

2005-07-03T23:45:00.000+08:00

150th

2005-06-26T18:02:00.000+08:00

kenta shida

2005-06-26T17:54:00.000+08:00

wHy WhY wHy mUst yOu tYpe liKE tHaT ?!?!

happy going back to school everyone :)

2005-06-24T13:35:00.000+08:00

2 and a half-ish more days of the no good holidays left before we'll be welcomed back into hell.
Damn you Vk,you just sent my pulse racing when you told me about going for a hiphop class tomorrow and then now you say its not on!

you were everything i wanted,
but i just cant finish what i started.

That was by far the fastest touch n go station ever man Aileen.
Note:No more younger guys please Majella.No matter how nice,hot,soccer oriented,how charming his smile is or how the slightest movement of his mouth triggers off dimples that are so damn deeply set into his cheeks; no more.

Moving on,Albirex trashed Home Utd 3-0 babyyy!Well,it could have easily been 4-0 if Issey hadn't missed the penalty but who cares right?They still won so Home can just go eat bah kuah for all i care cause they play dirrty.
Veekay and i had a ball of a time eyeing up Kenta Shida who is hands down the bestest looking player that hasnt actually played a full game yet.His warm ups were impressive though,right vk?haha

Damn baby all i need is a lil bit.
A lil bit of this;
a lil bit of that.

Last night,after 906159469566646 days of not conferencing,we conferenced!
It was such great comic relief that i really really needed so cheers aileencohenneeknat!
Cohen,it's so useless that your back la and your news from yesterday totally bummed me out,you asswipe you!

I wanna unbutton your pants,
just a lil bit.
Take 'em off and pull 'em down
just a lil bit.

Geez man,50 cent has got to be the horniest rapper ever.

HAPPY WEEKEND-ING :)

monday

2005-06-20T20:10:00.000+08:00

I'M HAPPY

This weekend has undoubtedly been the best weekend of my whole entire year and ~~even though i didnt do the dare~~ keep in mind that i really wanted to; really.

Thank you aileen,brenny,ceece,cohen,john,nat,nic and you for the major head on collision.

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Tat is your soulmate.

You truly love A******.

You consider Aileen your true friend.

You know that Bidina is always thinking of you.

You'll remember John for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Nat is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Veekay is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Cohen/brenny is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Cohen/brenny changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Nic is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Nic has a hidden internet romance.

NJ falls into the atlantic-senses fail :))

2005-06-15T22:32:00.000+08:00

this night is wild;

How has your night been treating you?Well i bet you didnt get half as much eye candy as i did.There was Gavin Henson and Wilkinson on ESPN but i gave up halfway cause i couldnt bloody understand a whole lotta things.Followed by Chad Michael Murray who was such a total dream.With those eyes,those dimples,that smile; what more could i have possibly asked for?

so calm and dull

So after watching 3 whole episodes of an eye for a guy,i'm honestly quite glad its over cause bye bye fugly Wolgang & co. ...
...and HELLO MAN HUNT RE-RUNS!!! There is a god.

these hearts, they race;

The holidays are drawing to an end and well it hasnt been very exciting for me but of course that excludes the first week.Ohwell,at least i had my fun yes?I'm too happy now to be negative. I look forward to our girls ~~night~~ evening out on friday.

from self-control.

Oh and if ever you feel bored and cheeky please feel free to get in touch with Aileen Seah,queen of screwed up ideas and i'm dead sure that she'll be more than glad to hook you up with a 102 things to do. your ace aileen!

Remember:i know what you did last summer...

2005-06-13T20:55:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAY
A regularly scheduled period spent away from work or duty,often in recreation.
What a total load of preposterous bullshit;
recreation my ass.

and for the last night i lie;
could i lie with you?

such provocative lyrics,no?

just a ride-jem
dishwalla-opaline
slipped away-avril lavigne
the ghost of you-my chemical romance
touch and go-would you go to bed with me

2005-06-06T14:00:00.000+08:00

And if all else fails,
you can close your eyes
and i'll be right beside you.
i'll be the one by your side.

5 things i'll allow myself to indulge in this holiday
-to spend time with the dancers; preferably in sentosa :)) ?
-catch ~~Albirex~~ ISSEY live
-watch A Lot Like Love
-just ONE day of major shopping
~~-scary movies,peach halves with mich and manda~~

and obviously the rest of my time shall be devoted to studying and catching up.I will not(or rather try not) to be distracted.After all,i cannot afford to screw up again this time.

2005-06-03T23:04:00.000+08:00

photos up from my birthday
its under PHOTOS in my links.

Because all my music is gone,i've reverted back to listening to all the good old boy bandish songs.Its theraputic; i swear.

dear reader:
i hope you've had a lovely day.

2005-06-02T22:47:00.000+08:00

A great book filled with eye candy(mostly),an engraved ipod mini,ISSEY'S jersey,a lava lamp,room phone,shoes,shirts,bags and a bikini later...

...i'm definitely happy/contented.

I OWE YOU
Aileen
Amanda Ang
Amanda Cheok
Amanda Lim
Andrea Li
Andrea Dragon
Avril
Bidina
Brenny
Ceece
Charlene
Claire
Cohen
Ele
Gillian
Jeannine
Johno
Lauw
Lizzy
Lynette
Mello
Michelle
Nat
Neek
Perry
Pearl
Pok
Sam
Sarah
Sheryl
Simone
Tatiana
Tng
Veekay

for all the fun,laughs,presents and for making my birthday oh-so memorable :)

2005-05-23T19:34:00.000+08:00

the chosen one is HAWT

2005-05-23T09:55:00.000+08:00

2005-05-22T17:28:00.000+08:00

CHEERS mich for yesterday; it was good reminiscing with you.I hope you're legs are aching as much as mine are from all that walking around that we did.

and thanks for the collision :)

you wear me out.

2005-05-20T17:59:00.000+08:00

Astonishingly,i survived the 5 periods worth of Chinese intensive today but only because of Mich ~~my bitch~~ and weng lao shi for being the bestest chinese teacher ever lived also,not forgetting Cheokie who kept incessantly providing us with yummy food.cheers

My results have been entirely disappointing and there is absolutely nothing for me to be happy about--grades wise.Its perplexing; wanting to be happy but yet there are hardly any reasons to be.

Note to self: Self Awareness Camp was a total waste of my precious time/the schools money/our money.It achieved a united class spirit for merely what,2 days?.Everyone lied--including myself because i certainly have not changed my opinion of the class.Inevitably,
we'll all suffer the consequences unless some people realise soon how their acts of selfishness and self-centeredness have taken a toll on the class; tarnishing further our already badly stained name.I've never ever disliked a class as much as i do mine now.I doubt you know the extent of my frustration so please...
...dont drag us down with you; please.

2005-05-16T22:29:00.000+08:00

happy drooling cohen and johno (:

thanks for everything;
dont get too lustful now...

2005-05-16T19:41:00.000+08:00

I really wanted to tell you what a fun-filled day today was but i'm not up for feeling happy right now.
Maybe tomorow'll be a better day?
...a day that i wont feel like as if i've let myself down.

i wanted you to know
i love the way you laugh.

2005-05-11T22:17:00.000+08:00

you; dont know how much you mean to me

2005-05-11T22:06:00.000+08:00

i worry i
wont see your face;
light up again.

2005-05-10T22:01:00.000+08:00

Check that dimple out;
go on and indulge
in those dreamy eyes...

I need to...
-Dance
-have Starbucks
-go shopping again
-get money to go shopping again
-stop going around saying 'this shit is bananas b-a-n-a-n-a-s'
-be nice to Lynn when i see her tomorrow
-start studying bloody chinese
-watch Albirex play live
-pray more
-go for a swim
-stop procrastinating
-stop indulging in the past
-stop checking guys out
-not be so easily annoyed with people.
-just drop dead

if i could find you now
things would get better
we could
leave this town
and run forever

2005-05-09T18:23:00.000+08:00

What an ace of a day; today was.

Vk and i started out on our budget shopping spree at far east where we walked,stared,admired,ooo-ed and ahh-ed at all the things we would have liked to have...
glitter is a total turn on.
...then brenny came along,i bought my jacket before we headed of to wisma.
Pit stopped at forever 21 where veeks and i bought our cool singlets and we forgot about brendan who was patiently waiting outside for us.
Went up to shang dian after that (for all you lucky people that dont take chinese,when translated it literally means topshop)
so we tried on all the fugly shoes while waiting for Ms Seah to arrive and when she did,we tried on maternity-ish shirts and eventually ended up buying them.
shopping is purely gratifying.

John and Simone met us at pasta mania in junction 8 for lunch.The main topic of conversation just mainly revolved around StarWars and how John just totally shares a certain likeness with jarjar binks,it was in short--a hilariously entertaining lunch.

Walked around and around and around before settling in Haagen Daz for some ice cream.
Talked a whole lot,made fun of each other a whole lot,destressed a whole lot.You could actually say that today was comparable to December.It seemed like we hardly had a care in the world; sheer bliss if you ask me.

Thanks for today,for never failing to make me laugh.You guys take all my worries away and i'm so glad that your my friends---- even if you do bear slight resemblences to Star Wars characters :D

Aileen:I so dig how you compare your infatuations to the 'Touch 'N' Go' toll stations in Malaysia.

way down
mark the grave,
where the search lights find us;
drinking by the mausoleum door.

2005-05-09T05:08:00.000+08:00

It's 5 bloody am and im up mugging for todays last 2 papers--accounts and physics.
I've officially screwed up my mid-years; not that i dont ever not screw it up so...

Arsenal won Liverpool 3-1,reyes and fabregas scored :) reyes has hot dimples.

HELLO SHOPPING SPREE.

i sat there and stared at you;
you didnt seem to mine.

why have we still not collided?

2005-05-07T18:53:00.000+08:00

i'm just so tired,
wont you sing me to sleep
and fly throught my dreams
so i can hitch a ride with you tonight.

It's weird how i feel so absolutely dispirited when i'm all by myself.With no one to divert my depressing thoughts,to make me laugh/scream.
I feel quite hopeless now.ARGH!i dont quite understand myself sometimes.

My day was great actually.
Art was just an absolute waste of time,as usual.~~stupid meenah~~ wrecked my morning.
Met aileen and cohen on the way back and then decided to go over to brennys to freeload.
Cc was an exceptional host who provided instant noodles,oddly shaped fries,waffles,satay and coke.Thanks!
Watching them study was entertaining.I've concluded that brenny,cohen and nic are sick,horny people.
Cohen breached our sacred rule of not reading one anothers phones;tsk.
Practically spent my entire day with the 4 spasmos.Followed them to teach faith formation after a very sucky game of pool.I stink at pool!!
For the first time,i saw brenny,aileen and nic behave like such sweet loving parents ; it was shocking but at the same time great to see that they'll grow to be really lovely adults next time,HAHA.

and for today;
we should have collided.

I cant say i'm bored, my mom bought me 7 trashy brits mags but i have to resist the temptation of reading them and go study for blooming physics and accounts.Hip Hip Hooray for me.

i dont wanna fall to pieces
i just wanna sit and stare at you.

2005-05-06T21:20:00.000+08:00

Today was so unproductive.
I gave up doing my art and indulged in some shopping with Nat.
Now,i'm suffering the consequences of 2 blank a3 sized papers to fill.

nat
You know that i have never and will never ever intentionally leave you out of anything because after all you're my wonderwall and my BANANA my B-A-N-A-N-A :)

we still need to collide.

this shit is bananas;
B-A-N-A-N-A-S

2005-05-05T20:55:00.000+08:00

The passage based for Lit today wasn't as hard as expected but i totally messed up the unseen with slightly more than 15 minutes remaining time to give my impression of a damn hawk.At least i remembered to include the use of enjambment at the last minute.

cause we're moving on
and we cant slow down.
these memories are playing
like a film without sound.

Studied at the Pines with Tat and Tng today.I'll say that a day spent with them can never-at any point be boring,dreary or dull.Thank you,you two; for the fun,laughs,laughs and more laughs.

Two words for you...
Eye.
Candy.

we so need to collide

and for the last night i lie
could i lie next to you?

flavour of the week; american hi-fi

2005-05-04T21:07:00.000+08:00

Just when i thought the week couldnt get any worse; i awoke to find that Chelsea had lost to Liverpool by a mere goal.I dont have much against Liverpool but stilll...
I'm so supporting Arsenal next season.

...and then came Math which was simply catastrophic,topped off with Biology to complete the most pernicious day in my examination history.Ok,well it wasnt all that bad i just hyperbolize
excessively.

I need to be happy again.

Oh i found a more nonsensical song than drop it like its hot...
holler back girl-Gwen Stefani

Someday,
this day
we kept falling down.
Someday,
this day,
set the ferris wheel ablaze.
You left my heart an open wound
and I love you for
this day,
someday,
we kept falling down,
One day,
this day
all we had to keep us safe
and if we never sleep again,
it would never end
well I thought i heard you say to me
we'll go so far,
far as we can
and i just can't stay
one day we'll run away
-my chemical romance

2005-05-03T17:01:00.000+08:00

Lynette Zheng Hui Rong i could kill you for making me study bloody KB-effing-E.
It was totally redundant!
I wish i could get a python to wrap you in coils that could asphyxiate.
You *%(&$(O*^(*&%*&$ you.

On the contrary though thanks bev for titling your blog asphyxiate.
I was thinking of you throughout the whole paper (:

2005-05-02T11:21:00.000+08:00

Studying is such a total bugger and not to mention detrimental.

I lugged myself out of bed at 7.30,went jogging,came back and finished up my ss notes; now i'm here slacking,in an extreme need of a break after only 3 hours of studying.
You know,i actually miss dance now.Miss it alot alot...alot alot alot
Screw You for not allowing me to do Kallang; screw you alot alot...alot alot alot.
Happy cramming everyone; only 7 days left after which we'll just be mugging much more so brace yourselves.
Be happy and smile like you mean it :) cause you dont know how much you mean to me;
whenever your down you know that you can lean on me.No matter the situition,i'm gonna hold you down.
Good god; talk about being corny.

maybe-NERD
cemetary drive-My Chemical Romance
honey,this mirror isnt big enough...-My Chemical Romance
right now-Atomic Kitten
i feel so-Box Car Racer
fcuk you right back-Frankee
you and me-Lifehouse
mr brightside-The Killers
eve,the apple of my eye-Bell X1
new order-Krafty
turn of the century-Pete Yorn
am to pm-christina millian
hold me down-jlo/fatjoe

2005-05-01T18:02:00.000+08:00

inside out-yellowcard